You're the kind of person who drives through life looking in the rearview mirror. Yeah, your past hasn't been ideal. People haven't always treated you as kindly as they could have, and your parents were anything but supportive.
But why do you marinate in your misery? That victim label doesn't flatter you, you know. You're such a vital, vibrant soul; don't let your sunshine be dimmed by your rage -- and yes, rage is what it is, masquerading as hurt. Now, speaking of dim, it is true you've chosen some rather murky lovers in the past. Serious where you're lighthearted, weighty and solid where you can be impetuous and moving in too many directions, your ex-lovers may have tried to pull out your best qualities simply by acting as a reality check. Yet your disparities troubled you. You never felt as connected or as comfortable as you would have liked. You've never seemed to relax with another into something sweet and easy. But if you can find a way to unload some of your emotional baggage, to become more comfortable in your own skin, you'll find more ease in your future pairings. This is truly a case where the outside is a reflection of the inside.