You've got your own ideas about what is beautiful, and your tastes often don't match those of other people. You like modern, abstract designs, while others prefer a more traditional approach. This is just one of the ways that your likes are different from the norm; when it comes to romance and love, your preferences are quite unique, too.
And you may feel uncertain about the quirky nature of what you find attractive, since others don't seem to enjoy the same things. This can lead to anxiety when it comes to love; it's hard for you to relax and simply be in the moment. You're too nervous to have fun unless the activity is so out-there that you can't help but enjoy yourself. Your experiences with love have been inconsistent; perhaps you attract unreliable partners or behave oddly yourself. This sets up a dynamic in which you may avoid romantic relationships altogether, preferring friendships to romances. You might have some odd sexual fantasies or enjoy shocking people with your strange choice in partners. Your challenge is to create interest without alienating people.