Why is it so difficult for you to have fun, to enjoy yourself, to open up to the love and joy that life has to offer? Even at parties, you make yourself useful instead of sitting back and taking it easy, or you fret about work situations and other problems that keep your mind tense with worry, rather than focusing on the fun at hand. Romance is a particularly heavy area for you.
Whether it's from childhood conditioning or inner messages that you've repeated to yourself over time, you have a hard time believing that anyone will love you. The saddest part about this limiting belief is that it prevents you from recognizing love even when it's right in front of you. This is a very painful situation, and at times you may withdraw from the field of love altogether, nursing depression, staying isolated and avoiding social contact. Another possibility is to find yourself involved with a very strict person who attempts to control the relationship through restricting money or making demands on your time. When in a relationship, you're very committed, but you often worry that your partner may withdraw their love. You'll have to work hard to overcome this aspect's difficulties.