Your fondest, if secret, wish is to turn the status quo on its head. You are deeply rebellious even if you don't have the overt opportunity to express that part of yourself. You consider yourself a rugged individualist under the thumb of an oppressive authority.
Part of you gets a big kick from upsetting the powers-that-be with outrageous statements and demonstrations. You don't want to be part of the norm. Your challenge will be to move forward responsibly and with a sense of purpose as well as an understanding of the consequences of what you are trying to do. Then you will become a rebel with a cause.