Your dreams and fantasies are more than likely totally disconnected from the rest of your life. Others would be surprised if they knew what was going on in that head of yours! You may feel that you can't stay grounded for very long or that substance abuse or other addictions have been the only alternative to this cold, hard world.
A better outlet for this energy is a more creative one through the arts, music or performance. Meditation is another fine way to provide the space apart from the real world that you so crave, for you easily go into trance and enjoy being in the meditative state. It feels like home to you! Your intuition is keen and you learn early to pay attention to it, even if you don't talk about it much. Remember always how sensitive you are, on every level. Playing the martyr or victim is another role that would be better channeled through helping others via charity work and selfless service.