You have your own mind and you like to dig around and investigate subjects that interest you. You resist being categorized and dislike being challenged, but your response to these is to cling dogmatically to your ideas. You possess deep knowledge about a broad range of subjects.
You'll base your search for respectability on your foundation of knowledge and analytical abilities. You may have to work on your perspective, though. You tend to see the forest but not the trees. Important details get lost and you misjudge your capacity, and that of other people as well. Remember also that sometimes, one has to take a risk in order to succeed. Don't let the fear of moving forward keep you stuck in the past.