You had that sick feeling in your gut by the end, didn't you? Your lover slipped away, faded out, lost interest in you. You may even have checked them out for signs of infidelity -- you know, gone through pockets, called your lover at odd times hoping you wouldn't find out something underhanded had been going on.
But you knew it'd be like this when you started, didn't you? Wasn't this the same old pattern for you? You always choose inconstant lovers who kept you on your toes, probably because at some level you didn't want to find someone who'd really hang around and challenge you. You never found ease and contentment with your sweetie, but if you had wanted it, you could still have had something lasting, not to mention a lusty connection so hot that it made up for a great number of deficiencies. You might have played it a little cooler. Confidence is sexy, so you should have displayed some. The more you drew your lover hither fearlessly rather than leading with your insecure side, the less you'd have had to worry about abandonment.