Your lover really had you on the seesaw, huh? Up and down, back and forth; you thought you knew where you were going in the relationship and then you looked around and realized you were the only one on the path. Your lover was tough to pin down, and since you were a person who valued stability and commitment, it bugged you more than it should have.
You wondered darkly what your sweetie was doing when not with you, and it showed. Jealousy was terribly unbecoming! Particularly when you were dealing with a significant other who was evasive and difficult to read at the best of times. The key to rolling with the ups and downs was in your innate confidence. Think about it -- aren't you usually the one in charge in most of your relationships? And hasn't it ultimately made you feel contemptuous of lovers who so easily let you roll over them like a juggernaut? So you could have enjoyed the fact that you had finally found someone who wouldn't march in lockstep with you. You didn't always know what to expect from your lover, and that was a good thing! It kept things exciting, and that was a whole lot of fun. Had you embraced the chaos your love would have thrived.