You floated off into oblivion, and it would have taken some doing if you had wanted to get yourself back to the real world. At the beginning of your relationship, when your love was fresh and new, your sweetie showered you with affection. 'I love you -- I adore you!' was heard, while inwardly you melted 'Me, too.' Your naivet and excess of emotion, most particularly ephemeral expressions of love, caused you to create a warm envelope of feelings, devoid of any substance.
'You love me, huh? Well, try finding me in this fog!' Struggling against the cold, your lover eventually gave up, creating a distance between you, though you both clung to your damaged pairing.You were the one who would have had to change if you wanted this to work. You always lived in your head, making up your own version of reality. But this time you had to let someone else in and be vulnerable. It was cruel to pretend love and affection, and that's exactly what you did. Everyone's afraid of being hurt, of opening up -- and by treating your sweetie so callously, you ironically caused the same pain you feared. You needed to open your eyes. Seen the love that could have been yours. Relaxed and embraced it in the real world, not just in your imagination.