It's pitiful to see poor you in such a state, literally starved for love. Your so-called sweetie has really been holding out on you, huh? Few people can resist your luscious siren charms, and thus you've gotten a bit spoiled with all the attention.
So your contained, precise partner happened by, you figured that a little cool breeze might make for a refreshing change of pace, not to mention a challenge. So you got what you asked for -- one heck of a challenge. And you're breaking under the strain. You're doing things you wouldn't do if you were in your right mind; trying to get the stroking you deserve. But don't be so quick to throw this one on the ash heap. For once you've chosen a lover who is not as shiny on the surface but is solid to the core. You're not having as much fun in this relationship as you have had in others, but you're on the road to a love relationship that demands the best from you even while it gives you the kind of satisfaction that can endure for a lifetime. You've found the oatmeal of lovers, hardly glamorous but undeniably down-to-earth, dependable, and good for you.