Whew, this is a tough one. The problems you're experiencing stem from vast difference in lifestyles, beliefs, and values. You're a rebel who can't be tied down.
Your lover is more interested in attachment and romance than anything else, and while that seemed appealing at first blush, you're not enjoying living up to the obligations you've taken on without really thinking. You're left feeling as if you can't breathe. You want space. Your lover wants security. And these contradictory desires have trouble coexisting.If you're to endure, you must take solace in the intense connection have. it's an amazing thing to be near your lover. You're attracted...compelled. Your mate is physically beautiful, which is nice, but even better, your lover is completely into you, excited by your disruptive, untamable streak. All the energy makes the air between you pop and sizzle. Even arguments seem to lead to a physicality that has a way of making the problems seem far less important. This connection will have to sustain you during hard times. If it's strong enough the pair of you can endure; living on love, waiting for better times when things get rough.