You're overawed by your sweetie, and it's led to some rather embarrassing situations. You've said too much, revealed your unattractive feelings too nakedly, and it's left you feeling rather humiliated. It doesn't help that your lover's so imprudent and rash, impatient to gloss over any problems without learning the lessons they have to impart.
You may be feeling as if you can't recover from the blows, as if you've revealed your hand and now you're irretrievably damaged in your lover's eyes. But your fears are mostly just your own insecurities. Your mate isn't really interested in searching beneath the surface; if things are going okay in the day-to-day sense, the subtleties and gradations you see don't really exist for your partner.Still, the frustration you're feeling needs an outlet. Why not pour your emotions into physicality? In that arena of your relationship, you and your partner are in delicious harmony at last. Stop withholding your affections, and allow yourself to relax into your lover's embrace. A little time spent shoring up your physical connection can yield good feelings that will leak into other, more troublesome facets of your lives together.