You must achieve a total transformation of the self if you're to reach an enlightened state. You will need to delve in to the deepest, darkest realms of your being in order to transform them into forces of self-empowerment. The most obvious place to start will be your sexual drive.
This is extremely potent energy that can be turned into empowerment if it's used to attain a higher level of knowledge. You will experience this as a spiritualization of your sexual energy by bringing a sort of ecstasy into your everyday life.You may find that there is an underlying theme of sexual transformation at all times in all aspects of your life. Even if you have denied your sexual nature, believing it to be purely physical with no element of spirituality involved, you will still see a turn toward enlightenment. You must step beyond that limiting belief. Illusion could be another factor preventing you from fully appreciating your sexual power, but you'll have a highly tuned intuition, so illusion's less likely to be a problem than simply overcoming your ingrained beliefs. Allow your dedication to higher paths prove that you and everyone else are capable of achieving spiritual freedom.